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Have you ever had one of those days when you just wake up, realizing that you've wasted your whole life just living your life, following rules and expecting nothing more? Do you ever wake up, losing yourself, not having a clue about who you are anymore because you try to 'fit in' and live up to the expectations? I had one of those moments recently, and I've realised that after years of being a good kid, I have nothing to show for it. Success? What success? I'm expected to be a straight A student by my parents, but I'm sorry. I can't live up to their standards. I'm sorry I'm an average student. I'm sorry that I am who I am. But it's too late now. It'd be too hard to just change yourselves, hoping that people would understand and accept the new you. No, you just have to keep on living the life you started. You have to follow the paths written by others. You have to live up to their expectations. But, after doing all this, you have no idea who you are anymore. To tell you the truth, I don't even know who I am anymore. Can you tell me who I am? What type of a person am I? After years of being a good kid, I have nothing. Not even the slightest clue of who I am.